
The truth is I started writing this story 2 years ago on another blog, but I have never told my readers (more or less 50 unique visitors per month) how the story ends. I apologize to them!
Before doing a CTRL-C/CTRL-V on the first “episode”, I want to share a doubt I have with you: Does anyone really cares about my story?
Have you ever thought we can live our lives only from the “inside”?
The only feelings we can feel “first hand” are our own, and the only life we can fully know and understand is our own, too. Whenever we listen to someone else, and it doesn’t matter how hard we try to be emphatic, his/her experience come through our own eyes. It is like seeing the colors of a painting wearing sunglasses (and don’t forget that every person in the world wear sunglasses of different color!).
For this reason, we often have the illusion that there is something special in what happens to us… our feelings are the only ones we can feel for real and this makes them special FOR US.
It might be that our existence is just an ordinary one, a mediocre concatenation of events, just as anyone else in the world experiences every day. If this is to be true, it might be that my story doesn’t even deserve to be the subject of this blog. But if this was true, many biographies would not exist, would they?
The decision is yours. The only thing I can do is share a piece of my memories with you, tell you, no more and no less, the whole truth.



